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6/23/05 03:09 pm

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6/21/05 10:46 pm - a or b... or both?

If you do both you rock. I will fill them out for you in reply.
I'm tired. I love you. xoxo

[SURVEY A]
::What Would You Do If::
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

::What Do You Think About My::
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

::Would You::
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Do me:

[SURVEY B]
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we'll remain friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?

I took out this one. It was grosss.

[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What makes me happy?
[26] What makes me sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

6/11/05 06:20 pm - .pictures.

On an island in the sun...

we'll be playing and having funCollapse )

...and it makes me feel so fine,

I can't control my brain.

hip hip.

6/11/05 03:38 am - 1, 2, 3...

Day 1

We (being my grandparents and I) flew out to Providence, Rhode Island, really early. It took basically all day to finally get there. John's (my step-grandfather) sister who lives there took us out to a really nice dinner. Travel, travel, dinner, travel, bed. Travel again.

Day 2

Woke up super early to fly out to Martha's Vineyard (a small island near Cape Cod, almost considered part of it) on a teeny tiny plane with 5 other people (including the pilot). We checked in as soon as we landed and went out to walk the streets which is the main thing to do here. Also a lot of people rent bicycles and go out on the ships (which we did that night). The streets of the four towns in Martha's Vineyard are lined with little shops and boutiques. Don't worry, I'll have everyone gifts when I return. We're staying at The Victorian Inn in Edgartown. Haunted? Most definitely. I had my own first-hand experience earlier, but that's another tale for another time. I have my own room, and it's so beautiful! Oh, goodness.

Day 3

The owner of the inn, Steven, who knows my family fairly well lent us his convertible Saab for the day. I was enthralled. We went all around the island. This place is sooo gorgeous. The scenery is breath-taking anywhere you go around here. We went to 3 beaches, Gay Point (cliffs/lighthouse-- yes, I know, haha), and many other attractions. I'm really starting to sound like a spokes person for the island now, but who wouldn't be? Then we went out to one of the much nicer restaraunts around town and had a really amazing evening. I think the wine made me sleepy. And then I got to talk to my friendsies back home. Tehe. I would go quite literally bonkers by the end of this trip if I didn't have a cell phone.

xxoxoxx

Well that's all for now. Tomorrow we check out early and head to Mystic, Connecticut. We'll rush to the hotel and change for the party, which takes up the entire day. But John's family is Italian, and I have heard they are all quite the crowd if you're looking for a party. So looking forward to this. ALSO.... I found out today that although my family back home is going to the beach without me, David (step-dad) is coming back on Tuesday (the day after I get home), and is taking me back with him! Until Saturday! Oh my goodness. I am happy as a clam. Actually, I have had way too much seafood lately because of location. So make that happy as... a hamburger. MMM. Haha... I'm so freaking exhausted. I can't wait to just relax at the beach; this week has been non-stop. I love you all and miss you like... like... I don't even know. Like I miss the south, okay? & that, my dears, is a lot.

Pictures very soon. I promise.

6/7/05 05:19 pm - travels...

I leave sometime tomorrow morning for Providence, Rhode Island, and then it's off to Martha's Vineyard the next morning. I'm soo excited.. I get my own room too hehe. You're probably wondering why I'm going in the first place.. well it's for my step-grandfathers nephews 21st birthday party GRADUATION party (oops. wrong info.), which is going to be Sturday when we fly to. Connecticut. I guess we're just taking a detour through Rhode Island and Martha's Vineyard for the heck of it? Oh well, I heard it's really beautiful up there. I'll be sure to take lotsa pictures and I'll be posting while I'm gone because my grandfathers being a sweetheart and letting me bring a laptop. I get back next Monday, but then Alice and Preston will still be gone on THEIR trips. And my parents and brother will still be in Florida. This is going to be an interesting week.

Leave me comments because you love me and are going to miss me, right?

5/29/05 01:19 pm

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it's you and me and all of the people,
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do,
Nothing to prove.
And it's you and me and all of the people,
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.


We finally graduated from junior high. Yay.
I'm soo happy. I have a lot of pretty flowers too.

Friday night made me happy. A lot.
Alice posted some of the pics.

Me n Liz saw Star Wars last night.
I'm such a nerd. I loved it.

And it still hasn't hit me that it's summer...
I'm going to love you with my life

5/25/05 03:23 pm - C'mon. You know you want to.

Fill in the blank, mkay? <3


~You Know You're Addicted to Liz When~

1. You find yourself saying "_____________________".

2. You own a collection of _____________________.

3. You think "_____________________" more than 3 times a day.

4. You have a strange hankering for some _____________________.

5. You're dancing and people are looking at you weird because _____________________.

6. You walk into a crowd and immediately _____________________.

7. You're getting dressed and _____________________.

8. You sing _____________________ in the shower.

9. You just downloaded/bought _____________________.

10. You think drugs are _____________________.

11. You have a whole new liking for _____________________.

12. You ponder becoming a _____________________.

13. You will never, ever think of _____________________ the same way again.

14. You think _____________________ is really, really, really super fine and sexy.

15. Leave me love.

5/21/05 12:35 pm - be my escape-¦-«´¨`·.¸¸.*

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You

5/16/05 07:08 pm - for the aim of waking is to dream...

remembering "seek"
&
forgetting "find"

5/15/05 06:03 pm - hi, I'm Liz and I'm going to kill you.

Gatlinburg was really really fun and awesome and the shiz for the most part. And being with everyone I love made me realize how beautiful each one of them is (not in a physical sense, but hopefully you understood that). I would seriously die without my best friends in the whole world. I miss my roomies. =(

Coming out of this, I have so much to think about. I broke down on the trip.. not really knowing why. I've prayed about it and come to terms with most of it though. Yes, that's good I guess, but I know there is a lot more to come from it. And that sucks so bad because it just seems to get worse and worse the more I come to the realization of things going on around me and how people really are. I can't just pretend anymore that things are how I wish they were, that the world works with us, and that there is always a happy ending. Because none of it is true.

You know what's funny? That a heart is really only two teardrops turned upside down. I am full of so many emotions right now that I feel like they're about to spill out everywhere. I'm having to console people though and I can't deal with any of it. So I'm going to have any early night.
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